As a student, to obsessed with horoscopes. Never knowing myself, it was only through horoscopes that I realized that my personality is indeed sometimes like this. Later, through the study of astrology, in addition to the horoscope, there are houses in the astrolabe, and the aspect can tell their own personality. The astrolabe is as complex as human nature. It is even possible to predict the future course of events. However, because I know how to read these, if I don't have a strong spirit of optimism, I guess I will be scared to death by my own luck prediction disk. But still, many people are curious about future events, and their partner which time will be in which place of stress, or even which point in time the partner may have a tendency to have an affair. Thus, leading to starting to be merely wistful about their partner's demeanor. This is how I am, predicting that my other half, will have an affair in the coming months, and I am testing my partner from time to time by saying to him/her, why don't you go and find a new companion, I'm not as good as you think I am, and I don't think we can go on forever, and so on. To see how the partner responds. And the partner started to get a headache from my words of helplessness. The relationship is also getting progressively worse by me, so it's only a matter of time before cheating happens if it continues much longer. Since it's not that month yet, I don't actually know how it will be, but, I really want to see in those months with this astrological prognosis. How our relationship has changed.
First of all, thinking about these things a lot, the mind gets drained. One starts to get tired. Of course, the partner will also be affected by you. However, also tell yourself that not anyone can go with you to the end, including your own parents. Often care about the result, whether you can go all the way or not, and ignore the feelings of ordinary life, as if only remember the wilting of the flower, and forget the beauty of its blooming. Therefore, I am not too should only focus on the results, after all, people are not things, people can not be controlled. Just like, we can enjoy the sunshine, but can't have the sunshine, we enjoy the wind, but can't have the wind, for feelings, we can only enjoy but can't have. Because people are not objects. Also often tell themselves, life is short, do not waste energy to guess these deep, immeasurable things. After all, the mind and energy is consumed, you can not continue to focus on doing things.
You have your existence, the astrolabe has the meaning of the astrolabe's existence. There is no point in exploring life if you know where it's going to go from here. The feelings that were created to be there are gone. Everything is anticipated, and the mind presumably begins to despair of life, or stops being positive. Everything turns out the way the astrolabe says it should. Blame it on the astrolabe, and you're not willing to try and see for yourself?
What is the meaning of the astrolabe? I think the real purpose of the astrolabe is to be a tool to understand yourself. To see what aspects you have, what you are more nervous about, what houses you are better at. Knowing your weaknesses and strengths, while also being aware and willing to fix them. Or to build on your strengths and avoid your weaknesses. Life is supposed to be a practice, and if you want to live a pleasurable life, of course you have to explore it on your own. Instead of being told what to do by the astrolabe.
